So, this is what I am doing right now.
Hard times have come. And they are crazy hard, but I am hanging in.
“Now is your time of grief, but I will see you again, and you will rejoice, and no one will take away your joy.” -John 16:22.
I am allowing myself to grieve, allowing myself to keep my commitments, go to work, do my job, see my friends, see my family.. Enjoy the people I am around…
I’m not ready to share what’s going on, but I can tell you, food, seems so secondary right now. I hardly want to touch it. I’m eating, and it’s healthy, but honestly, I can’t bring myself to get on the internet and talk about what’s been on my plate, when there is so much more heavily laden on my heart.
The next 4 days, I’ll be at work. I mean that very literally. This is the busiest week I’ve had this year. I’m going to get through these next four days, and check back this Sunday.
Let me introduce you to primary food.
- spirituality
- creativity
- finances
- career
- education
- health
- physical activity
- home cooking
- home environment
- relationships
- social life
- joy
There are aspects, “primary foods,” in my life right now, that have just been thrown far off kilter, and for good reasons. I need time to adjust. Time to grieve. Time to deal with what’s going on, before it’s shared with the outside circle.
This post may seem vague, and it probably is, but believe me when I say for me, that’s necessary.
I just want you all to know that I love you, appreciate your support, your constant reading, your many words of encouragement, your checking in, your presence… I’ll be back around Sunday…
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I’m so sorry to read that you’re going through a difficult time right now. Definitely focus on what’s most important right now. Sending you my thoughts, prayers, and hugs.
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I’m so sorry to read this post Paige. All I can say is that I truly hope everything improves soon. You are such a wonderful, positive person and such an inspiration to many – you bring light and great advice to all your readers and we love you! Take very good care of yourself. x
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Praying for you right now, Paige! Phil. 4:6-8 ❤
Wow, Paige…thank you for sharing a bit of your heart with us. Funny how we are given us these busy weeks right when we need them. My busy YEAR, complete with teaching a classroom full of huggy three-year-olds in a foreign country came after my biggest heartbreak. Keep yourself busy and let those kiddos love on you, let the support in…you are definitely on the right track.
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Sorry to hear that you’re going through a tough time right now. I hope everything will get better for you soon! You’ll definitely be in my thoughts and prayers! *hugs*
Sending prayers Paige <3
Waiting for Sunday is going to be like waiting for the next episode of a susupense show.
Hang in there, Paige!
We all love you!
Aw Paige…my heart hurts for you. Whatever it is that is troubling you right now…we will pray for you. You’re a strong young woman. Hang in there!
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Paige you are in my thoughts and prayers. I pray that God gives you strength through whatever is going on.
Sending prayers, love, and hugs!
I am praying and thinking of you, Paige! So sorry to hear things are hard right now for you. Just give your heart to God during this time, as He can heal like no one else and comfort like only a Heavenly Father can. He also gives the best hugs.
Paige, I’m so sorry to read this post! It made my heart break when I read it earlier and I had to come on and tell you I am thinking of you! lots of hugs and prayers sent your way!!
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I’m sorry to hear you’re not in good spirits right now Paige. I can honestly say i always look to you to inspire me and consider you as a role model. Your blog helps me feel positive and motivated. You’re always appreciative and kind, you’re also productive and honest with your readers, qualities that are truly admirable. I hope and pray you feel comfort soon, you deserve the best in life. With your vitality i know you’ll get through this. Thank you for everything Paige and chin up, you have a lot of people that love you
xxx
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hang in there, paige. double prayers for you tonight
My thoughts and well wishes are with you during this difficult time. It is how we deal with the hardships in our lives that allow us to grow. I hope you are able to keep your positive outlook and love for life over the next little while.
xoxo
Sending lots of good thoughts your way. <3.
I’m thinking of you Paige!
I’ve loved following your journey to health and happiness. I can completely relate to your story and you in general. I love that your honesty and vulnerability shows through in your writing. Your blog is a breath of fresh air. There is such a calmness to it. When I come here [Healthy Hits the Spot], I feel at peace and happy! You are helping so many young women who have gone through the same body/food related challenges and you are so inspiring. Truly empowering.
You are in my prayers. There are so any wonderful people who will always be here to support you. It’s ok to grieve, it’s ok to be sad, angry, or what have you. Take as much time as you need, pretty girl!
xoxo Catherine
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I’m so sorry you are going through a difficult time right now. I hope everything works out for the best.
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I am sorry that you are having such a rough time. It is great that you recognize what you need to do in order to get through it. Be good to yourself. Time heals everything
I keep finding myself thinking of you this week, all the way across the country, wishing for you to find the strength, support, and encouragement to get you through whatever you’re going through right now. Best wishes!